Andaroo and I went the the saugerties lighthouse :) it was perfect. As you can see…
Finding time to breathe
There has been a lot of i dont know’s in my life lately. I don’t know where I am going, what I want to do or how to get there. I have taken strides is becoming a better person.I try to enstill my best in others while still being fun, outgoing and sarcastic. Things tend to get misunderstood a great deal. I have overcome way more than ever thought possible one year ago. Yet I still feel discouraged about my schooling, my future and myself. Confidence has never been my strong suit. Sometimes I think feel I see a different person than others see. It’s a struggle I’ve had my whole life. I feel that I have gained some headway on it though. I care a lot about other people, some tell me too much. I always nay say them. I like to think that all other people are just like me, they will do the right thing. This is how I get burned but I can’t help but have faith, and I don’t have a reason why.
4/19/12
I feel like you are angry with me but I didn’t do anything to my knowledge that would upset you :( I am so very sad
April 15 2012
Most of the time being completely honest is a good thing. It has served me well mostly other than misunderstanding others feelings, wants, needs or desires. I try my best to do what’s fair. I am not without flaw. But I strive to be. I will try to make everything better, take all the negativity away and try not to add to it. I can’t fix it all but I won’t stop believing that I can. I don’t think much of myself but I should start because, simply just because. I do the best with what I have whether it be the world on a string or not a dime in the bucket I will always look at the bright side. Not everyone can say that. And that’s okay. I say things that I believe to be just and when I share that thought and it gets stripped down I am stunned for a moment then I try to understand. I am the most reasonable person I know. And that’s a lot to say about someone who’s up for anything. I am still learning about myself everyday just as I am learning about my loved ones each day. It’s difficult to keep things in check sometimes but I will always try my best. One incredible day after the next.
